A Nutty Mom

I just heard sad news coming out from one of my colleague at school. She just got miscarried after 8 months of pregnancy. It is very sad since I know how long she has waited to have a baby. She has been married for several years now. It would be less painful if the pregnancy got terminated in earlier months but the baby was almost born when it died inside her wombs. She felt really sad. There is no one to be blamed for what has happening, it could happen to any women in any condition. My colleague is as I know also working part time as aerobics instructor. I still know exactly how she still teaches classes even though she is pregnant until her belly gotten so big. Perhaps she gotten too tired and the miscarried happen. Whatever the reason I am sure will not do the same thing again the next time she got pregnant have more rest in the future.

Being a new parent it is not an easy task unlike some kids games you can play easily during leisure time. It will take a lot of responsibility to take even before the time for the baby to born. We must take care of the baby since pregnancy time. To taking care of it carefully for nothing bad will happen during pregnancy time until the time of birth to raising the kids until they are having their own family. It is a very heavy responsibility. I probably have to thank my parents more for willing to raise me until I become very successful now days. Being responsible for other people’s lives such as your kids’ lives is unlike dealing with simple characters in Dora games. I am still do not understand how a person wanting or willing to be parents even after they knowing how big and hard responsibility they will take if they have children.

I probably still too young and immature to understand things about parenting. Probably each individual have their way in wanting and starting a family of their own. Being a parent to me is very complicated things perhaps is more complicated than physics games those scientist made in their labs. Probably someday I will become a parents too until that day come I will still enjoy my life as a child of my parent. It is a lot easier to become the kid. If I am in trouble all I have to do just seek help or advices from my parents. I will have to do the opposite things to my kids someday if I already become a parent. Until now I will just have to wonder.